Taken April 30, 2009 pure bliss for the girls in bed with Grandma!!
This Picture was taken on April 19, 2009 and it is so hard to see it. She meant so much to me and my family. I wish I would have told her more often how wonderful she was. My girls still think she is going to come over. When I say guess who's coming to play they always say "Grandma Juicy!!" When they see a purse they ask where Grandma is? Autumn knows that grandma is an Angel however she also will say momma grandma's not dead anymore.
I think a lot of the sadness comes when I am with the kids and they do or say something that I know she would just absolutely LOVE. I just cry. I want her to call and say"oh Hi what's goin on?" and I know she never will. Talking to her was like talking to a dear friend she laughed easy she understood what we went through and hours would go by like nothing. She was our foundation and it's gone. I don't think seeing her pictures help me much right now it just makes it harder because I go back to the time and as you can see in this picture she was loving her girls and listening to Austin play her a song on his guitar. This is what she always did and all she wanted to do. I just want to go back to that time so so bad I wish I would have just held still and soaked her all in instead I was probably pulling weeds. I'm so sad and I miss her so much more than I could have ever imagined. So if anyone sees or hears from her tell her to call.
Love, Summer
I think a lot of the sadness comes when I am with the kids and they do or say something that I know she would just absolutely LOVE. I just cry. I want her to call and say"oh Hi what's goin on?" and I know she never will. Talking to her was like talking to a dear friend she laughed easy she understood what we went through and hours would go by like nothing. She was our foundation and it's gone. I don't think seeing her pictures help me much right now it just makes it harder because I go back to the time and as you can see in this picture she was loving her girls and listening to Austin play her a song on his guitar. This is what she always did and all she wanted to do. I just want to go back to that time so so bad I wish I would have just held still and soaked her all in instead I was probably pulling weeds. I'm so sad and I miss her so much more than I could have ever imagined. So if anyone sees or hears from her tell her to call.
Love, Summer
